Lonely

I'm so so lonely. I just want to die.
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ceexfierce Aug 28, 2011

Sum 41 - I'll hold on to this moment you know/ 'Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show/ And I won't let go

It;s been a while. I'm sorry. Life isn't very exciting. I'm still with Corey. I still love him. Don't think he's so keen on me…
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ceexfierce Oct 25, 2010

But black roses and 'Hail Mary's/ Can't bring back what's taken from me - The Offspring

I've fucked up heaps lately. Think I might go and check out Hagley's guidance counsellor tomorrow.
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ceexfierce Aug 01, 2010

And we drink too much and fuck too soon/ Smoke cigarettes in rented rooms - Casiotone For The Painfully Alone

So this weekend is mine and Tamara's joint seventeenth/eighteenth birthday party. I'm pumped. Corey's amazing. He constantly reminds me of that in like, everything he does. It should…
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ceexfierce May 12, 2010

Say what makes you comfortable/ Wit' me 'cause I like it here/ How about a rural dwellin' urban music pioneer - Bubba Sparxxx

So, a couple of weekends ago... Corey's seventeenth. It was chill, I went there (Alex's garage was the venue) with Corey, Mark, Brogan and Chris. We…
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ceexfierce May 01, 2010

Tonight will change our lives/ It's so good to be by your side/ We'll cry/ We won't give up the fight - Boys Like Girls

So yeah. Umm, last weekend. Was really... Different. Like, life-changing, ya know? Yeah, so Saturday I road-tripped up to Golden Bay with Rhio and her mates…
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ceexfierce Apr 09, 2010

We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs/ And they'll think it's just 'cause we're young/ But we'll feel so alive - Boys Like Girls

Wasn't planning on posting quite so soon, but today has to be told of. So last day of term, missed my bus and caught the late…
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ceexfierce Mar 31, 2010

I know you think that you made it, I know what I’m meant to say/ But while you looked in the mirror I was getting away - Jet

It's the last week of term, and I am pretty damn excited, 'cause I'm headed up to Golden Bay with Rhio from CGHS and some…
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ceexfierce Mar 30, 2010

And I need you to remember one thing/ I came, I saw, I conquered - Jay-Z

Last weekend was Kainga. Went out to Shay's (Sarah's boyfriend's) place for the weekend. Drank blueberry Cruisers and smoked what I assume was Shay's homegrown. Chill…
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ceexfierce Mar 23, 2010

Drag me off, before I set my world on fire/ Out and gone, the sun will never set tonight - Audioslave

Filming my mood piece for Film Production Skills (FPS) tomorrow. I've roped Dylan, my little brother Tom and Crissie into acting for me. My mood is…
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ceexfierce Mar 11, 2010

I duck and I slash, slice and gash/ Last night was a blast - Eminem

Last night I went out in Marcel's WRX. It was alright. Marcel picked me up, we picked up Lema, Troy and then Sammy when she finished…
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ceexfierce Mar 05, 2010

Turn it up, let it bang/ Run wit' me I bet you can't - Bubba Sparxxx

Ryan is a no-go. Just so you know. I saw him on the street. Pretty sure he hardly remembered me (I think he was blazed as…
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ceexfierce Mar 04, 2010
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ceexfierce (more info)
  • Member Since: 2009-11-12
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Religion: Atheist
  • Drink: Yes
  • Smoke: No

About Me:

Hey.

Okay, I'm Cee, I'm 16, and I try to shoot those photos that kinda capture the moment. I also love living right here, in good ol' New Zealand. Yeah, the scenery here is pretty nice, but what's cooler is the moment. I don't know what I'm trying to say.

Like, that kid tagging on that garage door. When he looks up and shoots that shifty glance around, checking to see if there's anyone around to threaten him or try to stop him, then. That moment.

I don't care much for scenery and all that. I mean, I'll give it a shot, sure, but... not my forte. Just those little everyday things that no one else bothers to photograph. Yeah. That's what I like.

Interests:

Photos. Pictures., Umm, music. However if you try assault my ears with hip-hop or rap, I will be very unhappy.

Favorite Music:

Old school rock. Some metal, techno, dubstep, and twostep. Mostly the old rock.

Favorite Movies:

Just like... Chill movies. Napoleon Dynamite. Like that.

Favorite TV Shows:

Skins was good, but now it's gone. Southpark, the Riches.

Favorite Books:

I liked The World According to Garp. And call me a kid, but I also liked The Wind Singer.